Thursday, January 10, 2013

I have already won!

This is my second post, which means I have already done more then last time I started this journey!!!!

I hope you all are having an amazing day. So far today has been very good for me. I have been cleaning and cooking and getting things done! More than normal and it is making want to be like this all the time. I am hoping to really get and stay motivated this year. I have been doing really good with my eating healthy and making good choices... I know not fun but you gotta do what you gotta do right! I am excited to weigh in tomorrow I have a good feeling I just hope I am right about it.

Hubby didn't bring me a treadmill last night hes hoping tonight. But I'm not holding my breath besides that I feel when things that we think are a good deal or idea fall through without any real cause its Gods way of telling me not now or protecting us from something! I learned the hard way that he knows and only wants whats best for us! I am trying to not worry about things that don't go my way. I have always been an I want it now kinda girl! Which isn't a great thing especially when you married a hurry up and wait kinda guy!

God has been teaching me patience since the day I met the husband!!! I must be a really slow learner though lol. After waiting and waiting for the dear husband to finally start dating, I had to wait and wait and wait some more for him to finally ask me to marry him. a totally of 5 year before we were engaged. (I was the girl who wanted to get married and have babies like the day after we graduated high school.) 9 months after that we finally tied the knot which to this day is one of the high lights of my life. There is nothing like marring your best friend! We then started the waiting game for a baby. when that didn't happen we started the infertility journey. After lots of heart ache, tears and prayers we decided that maybe birth children weren't meant for us!  3 years after we started all that drama we started classes for foster to adopt. Any one who has done that know its a big a waiting game waiting on papers and caseworkers and classes to be done. So we ended up waiting almost 4 years for our little boy. His case went as good as I could have asked for we knew after 60 days he was our forever son!  Our second son came a year later and it has been 2 years since that day and we are still waiting for his case to be done and over so we can move on together as a family! Our first baby came almost 6 months later but soon left us for the bio family! it broke our hearts and I wasn't sure I was going to come out on the other side of that one. But I held on to the fact that God knows the plans for me and after many more prayers our forever baby girl came home 2 months later. She is an amazing little girl that helped me heal, she made me realize that even when things seem to be all wrong that God has blessings for us! We all need to have a little more faith! Thank you lord for this family!

Boy did I get off topic again today! I have to figure out how to stay on track with what I was thinking about I can't believe where not getting my treadmill last night leaded me to! Sorry maybe next time my post will make a little more sense!

I need to get going for now. I have to get lunch ready soon for some little people! I hope you all have a blessed day!

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